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Sunday, September 25, 2011

Left with a couple more of hours, I'll be back in Singapore, and I seriously can't wait! Surprised? Each time I travel overseas, I'd hope that I could stay a little longer, but not this time round.

This trip, was a little longer than the previous, and yes, probably an eye opener for me. The ah-gogo bars, the other bars with bar-top dancing, the striping, and not forgetting the erotic performances that "mamas" did with their temple of love. Every night was about intoxicating myself, and with girls hugging me and kissing me all over. Alright, guys, you might be picturing the scenes with envy now..

For me, it was fun, but spending every night like this, and the day in the hotel room feeling a little queasy from the previous night's fun, is not comforting at all. I miss the beach, I miss my friends from Patong beach, and I miss the night market. The only day that I spent outdoors is for the shopping of souvenirs. Trust me, that day out wasn't even that long after all. I miss the seafood, and I miss the outdoors in the day. I miss everything from the previous trip :(

For me, time is passing way too slowly now. The most comforting thing for me will be seeing the silver lining, and telling me "It's time to go home." If that were to happen now, I'd pop the fire crackers and celebrate the moment like it was some sacred festival here.

I'm missing so many things, that I can literally cry and wrap myself in the blanket, till nobody is able to find me. I miss home, I miss my parents, I miss my boyfriend, and not missing out, I miss traveling with my girlfriends. I miss shopping and exploring the island with them; I miss the nights we'd spend in the hotel room, chilling out before heading to party; I miss eating from the roadside stalls with them. Then I miss my parents, and how they'd fuss over me if I were to fall sick (I'm down with fever, and never in my life was I ever sick whilst traveling) ; I miss the presence of my parents, and communicating with them; I miss my bed, and my cat. I miss boyfriend too. I miss how he'd tuck me to bed; I miss how he'd cook for me when I requested; I miss how he'd look after me when I'm not well too.

Being sick, and alone all night in the hotel room is so not fun. Every second is like a form of mockery from loneliness.. I seriously can't wait to get back to Singapore this instant. I just wanna be embraced by "home."

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5:23 AM


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