I know all these photos are really too late, but I was so caught up with my FYP that I didn't even sleep for nights, let alone uploading photos. And VIOLA, PHOTOS (: Let's paint this picturesque.
The drinks, highly recommended (:
Ok, I got this from Korea and it's still sitting in my fridge, haven't expire. Bought it 'cuz it's said to be good and nutritional for women. HAHAS. Complexion, and cramps (: Its darn nice la pleaseeeee.... I WANT MORE, but its finishing soon :(
Guess what, every one's been talking about healthy food, and here I discovered, the HEALTHY COKE. hahahas. It's actually organic, and it tastes pretty much the same as our normal coke. As I'm pretty much of a coke-lover, so can you imagine how unhealthy I'm? Yet, I discovered this, ORGANIC COKE. HAHAHAHS. Its nice (:
Moving on, THE FOOD! (:
Dad bought this for me, on one of those nights. OMG. SASHIMI RICE. It's darn nice please. I wanna drool over this again! =p
From Pizzahut's. Niceeeee! (:
Classified wrongly, but I'm lazy to change. This is just a random picture, btw. Just that the fella put too much whipped-cream, that it looks weird. =.="
The following below are from Aston's. Niceeeee! (:
Random photos! (:
Ok, side-track, Foooood!
Know what? This is one friggin' expensive spaghetti. It costs about $8, but its darn nice. And its from a neighbourhood coffee shop (my house area).
The same stall as from the one mentioned above.
SUPER OUTDATED PHOTOS (:
The above are all taken during the New year countdown. HAHAHAS. I gave up after I saw the quality of the photos, and we used HX's camera instead (:
`beautiful delusions_
4:32 PM
<body> I manage to crawl home this morning, and right now, I'm still feeling gorgy. BLAH. In short, yesterday was fucking awesome. Erms, did you manage to catch what I've just typed? I SAID, YESTERDAY WAS FUCKING AWESOME! =D Parties, one after another. ME LIKE HAPPY OCCASIONS.
First it was my niece's first month celebration. Trust me, she's really really like a little princess, a pretty one at that. She's so dear, so small, so cute, so cuddle-able, so everything nice & sweet. OMG. I'm so proud to be an aunt of such a darling =B
After the party, went for some shopping, and trust me, its not easy to shop for CNY clothes these days. THE TREND AIN'T MOVING. This is friggin' irritating 'cuz wherever I go, I see the same things, and walking advertisements for those very same style and clothing. OMG. Conclusion: I've yet to get my CNY clothing. Alright, I so need to shop again, and again. IRRITATING. hahahas. And each time I withdraw some money for the CNY shopping, I'd spend it on other stuffs, and now, I'm SO BROKE. WTH WTH WTH. Money, can you please start falling from the sky and deposit yourself into my account? Pretty please? (: Moving on, I was at a house party last night, till this morning light. Okay, not late/early enough to catch the silver linings. Anyway, the party was a TOTAL BLAST (: It was so much fun, and omg, crazy. Gosh, at least I manage to crawl back safely to my abode. HEH. Thank you all for the wonderful time last night! I'm gonna upload some videos into facebook! (: Ok, there are alot of different videos, and half the time, I see no shit. =.=" I seriously wonder why I took those vids in the first place! LMAO. Its like so dark, that I can only see the silhouettes of the different people. OMG.
Alrighty, shall upload the photos (:
No baby, you couldn't read my thoughts, you couldn't feel my veins, you couldn't hear the beats. As much as I'm trying to hold you up, you're pulling us all down. This ain't gonna work out. We could pretend that all's fine, we could pretend that we're each other's. Yet are we gonna pass this test? We said our prayers, but they're not answered. You think I'm just another lie, just another passerby in your life. You claimed that you're so torn apart. You claimed that you're bleeding so much, and are dying. But baby, don't you know how much its all eating me up within. I didn't breathe a word, but it does not mean that I'm stone cold. I didn't shed a tear, doesn't mean I'm just watching you bleed. Just 'cuz I'm the one leading, doesn't mean I'm never lost. Just 'cuz I look so oh so fine, doesn't mean I'm really perfectly so alright. So why don't you just pull the trigger..
`beautiful delusions_
4:00 PM
<body>
Friday, January 29, 2010
This is the end of the FYP. KUDOS to all my team members. Although we did not do really well for the presentation today, BUT I strongly believe that we've put in our utmost efforts for this FYP, throughout this entire period. Don't be in dismay, 'cuz I believe we can get our good grades! Please do not blame yourselves, as I can see how much efforts our team has put in for this project. I can see that all of you did work really hard for this project. And my dearest team mates, you guys will always have me around (:
Ok, for the past few days, due to this presentation, I've been rather stressed up and okays, fine, rather.. *coughs* erms, *coughs* emotional. However, thanks to those around me, for the support and encouragement (: Like really, else I wouldn't know how to get through this without you girls and guys (: Thank you for all the understanding, and yeah.. THANK YOU (:
Alright, I know, my mood wasn't stable for the past few days. I get really cranky one moment, really hyper and alright the next, and then very quiet and down the very next moment. One word-unpredictable. I just wanna say THANK YOU to my mom as well. Ok, although I seriously dislike her remarks and her naggings, but I'm sure, she did try to make me feel better by cooking my favourites (:
Ok, just wanna say thanks to those who tolerated my mood swings, and yeahs, especially to the girls, thanks for being around. I'm sorry as well, for breaking down, and scared you all =\ BUT, I'm one tough girl now alright. LOVES PLENTY (:
Alrighty, I'm going to bed 'cuz I'll be going to school tomorrow for vanny's group-to support them! (: Nighty folks!
Along with the passing city lights, a thousand thoughts flooded my mind. Felt rather helpless towards everything. Not knowing what to do, where to start, and how to go about dealing it. Within this little confined pumping device, there's this part which is so ever vulnerable. Please do not judge it, like any others. 'Cuz I'm just not as strong as you think.
`beautiful delusions_
1:44 AM
<body>
Monday, January 25, 2010
For now, I can take a little breather before this coming Thursday's presentation. Its been a long while since I upload photos of food in the blog. Trust me, I wasn't skiving, I did take photos of the nicee food that I ate. Its just that I'm rather lazy (:
Say, I don't know, but I wanna get over and done with this FYP SOOOooooooon! (:
`beautiful delusions_
9:04 PM
<body>
Sunday, January 24, 2010
This period is a tough one for all around me. Be it those rushing for projects, stressing over projects, over their own school work, their own personal life, FRET NOT. A little hug is always good (: What I wanna say is, hang on, my dears. FYP will soon be over; things won't go wrong, for long. Don't worry, have some faith in yourselves, and be strong, for a little longer. Anything, I'm always around! (:
SMILE PEOPLE, don't overly stress yourselves.
aunty wee is always around to listen! (:
Mucho loves,
jo.
foot note: Thank you my FYP group mates, for all the efforts you guys have put in, all these while. Thank you, for being supportive, and patient all these while. Thank you, for hanging on. Especially to AH WAN, thank you for being so persistent and strong, when it comes to your programming part. SPECIAL THANKS TO YOU GUYS! (: MUCHO LOVES LOVES.
Thank you to those who supported me, and never fail to cheer me up when you guys see me so stress over project. HEHS. Thank you for spending time with me, and helping me in my project as well! (: Like really thank you, for staying up with me, till the early mornings for almost a week or so.
Thank you, my dearies, for being so ever encouraging, and helping me tide through this period, be it school work, or personal stuffs (: YOU GIRLS AND GUYS ARE LOVES! (:
`beautiful delusions_
1:36 PM
<body>
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Listening to the music, staring into space. Following the melody makes me seems so weak. I have no idea how to put this to words. I'm tired, physically and prolly mentally. I've been through this like a thousand times. We'll go through this again, and again. Like what I've always said, life is like a cycle. We'll and we shall, go through this all over again.
From now, till the next time I get sucked in, I shall prepare some armour. And yes, I'm finally heading home, to sleep. I need it badly. REAL BADLY. And so, good night people. Good night...
Your friends might blame me for being insensitive. You might blame me for giving up. Your friends might blame me for being mean. Your friends may call me a whore, a bitch. Your friends might say all sorta things behind my back. They CAN judge me, 'cuz they don't even know me. BUT you CAN'T 'cuz you claimed that you know me; 'cuz you do not have the rights.
`beautiful delusions_
5:16 AM
<body>
At this point of time, its really rare that I'm still awake, especially when I'm not clubbing or out having fun. Okay, the "out" part is true, but not the "having fun" part. I'm out, doing my FYP, at the cold and deserted airport. Right now, the progress is like 40%, and its due tomorrow. BRAVO! Looks like I'm gonna stay up for 24hrs already. THIS IS COOL SHIT.
Say, I need some sleep. I'm tired, and sleepy, and hungry. Everyone is working hard, okays, and so I'm back to report. EDIT EDIT EDIT.
And so you thought I'm strong. And no, I'm not as strong and unfeeling like how you presumed me to be. And no, I'm not that ok, like how you think I am. And yes, I'm still trying. And yes, I'm still putting in effort. And no, its not what you think. Ok, go ahead and assume, since you've already made an ass outta US.
`beautiful delusions_
2:09 AM
<body>
Saturday, January 16, 2010
At this time, surprisingly I'm still online. Say, FYP has created alot of pandas. Trust me, I'm just one of them. And bravo, my part is still not completed. OMG. Tomorrow's meeting is ar 12pm, and my personal appointment is at 6. OMG. Cousin's wedding is just sometime next week or the week after next. Tell me this is not happening....!
Alrighty, I have to go sleep now. I'm so worn out, but I'm so stress. Uhs....
In this what seems like a peaceful night with the gentle breeze, what's on your mind? Your insecurities set my heart thumping even faster than a 1 second interval. You didn't believe my words, and you accused me. Is this how it should turn out to be?If you leave me now, you'll take this very heart of mine.
`beautiful delusions_
2:59 AM
<body>
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
A little new video to start the year 2010 (: its really nice, and I thought its pretty much oldies. ME LOVE.
And I'm done with my blog skin. Its fixed. Whooooo! =D Meanwhile, wait for my posts (: I'm gonna revive this old companion of mine, once again.
Your cigarette stained lies.
`beautiful delusions_
11:14 PM
JOANNE __;
leo/horse `
very random and unpredictable (prolly weird) `
[loves lub] *
family `
loved ones `
everyone `
[wish] *
# family happy n peaceful n healthy (:
# everyone around me to be happy
