The Melodies.

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Saturday, July 31, 2010

At times I just miss the club more than how I miss my sleep... Today, I think I miss home more than I miss the clubs. For once in all these weeks (apart from the week that I fell sick), I ain't gonna touch alcohol, and be stuck in reality.. Right, my this very weekends is about facing reality? LOL.

`beautiful delusions_
6:56 PM



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Sunday, July 25, 2010

My first resolution for this entire year : Cut down on partying & alcohol.



"I don't wish to open a box of worms in front of you, forcing you.. So, its still your choice after all, to continue or not to..."
"I think I wanna quit, I don't think I'm ready to face it.."
"Alright, but you should know that it will of course, be better if you open up..........."

Her voice fades away with my own thoughts overpowering it.

`beautiful delusions_
3:37 PM



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Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Let's get low and under.
I can't wait for weekends. AH MIN's 21st! =D Heee.. Can't wait to party with the girls too! Finally, I feel good about working. =p

`beautiful delusions_
9:17 PM



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Sunday, July 18, 2010


Thanks mate (:

You've been real nice.
But I'm sorry. It's all b'cuz I ain't got any love left.


19 year old? Sorry chap, you're too young for me!

`beautiful delusions_
9:15 PM



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Thanks for being a dear (: I'm sorry I stood you up again today, but my bed is telling me to stay home, and I can't disobey. My bed is part of my precious little life.

Another week, its gonna be 2 months for me. Man, I'm still adapting to the working life. And my mom thinks that I doesn't want to talk to her b'cuz our timings clash. =.=" How to talk when we hardly meet though we live under the same roof. Women, can be so sensitive at times... =.="

I guess its ok to let loose, get wild, and do the wrong things, once in awhile...
And no, I ain't gonna help myself this time round. Stop all those dumb medications. I think they drive me crazy faster than reality..

`beautiful delusions_
3:21 PM



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Sunday, July 11, 2010

They wanna know me, but I don't wanna know them.

Last night was awesome! It was a blast please! :) mucho loves, Sui! We shall go lo-mantic and go fairy-ing again soon, hor mates?! (:

I think my liver is gonna die soon... Zzzzz. I shall cut down on all unhealthy shits! First on the list-DRINKING. Tsk...


And oh, I bought new films for my darling love!
Alrighty, I'm off. I think I'm dehydrating, like totally.... >.<"

`beautiful delusions_
4:31 PM



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Thursday, July 1, 2010



This is classic (:

p.s I think my fever is taking ages to go down, down down.
pps. Thank you darl', for the wholemeal bread, vitamin C, watermelon juices, fever cooling pad, porridge, and soup!
ppps. Thank you panda for the company to clinic, for the card, and the herbal teas (:
pppps. Thank you beefy for the trip down. & Thanks to all who got so worried. My brain cells may be frying, but I'm not dying! =D

`beautiful delusions_
6:46 PM



JOANNE __;