hellos brellos mates. this is the exam period. so i doubt i will be online,for a looooonnnnggggg time. till exams are over. heh hehs. jia you all! (:
bring yourself closer to me. open up yourself to me. and i'll have myself wrap around you.
`beautiful delusions_
1:02 PM
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Saturday, August 16, 2008
okays,i'm sorry folks.i didnt bring my camera out last night. i forgot all about it! i was like rushing out like one crazy woman. as usual, i was late. gee. how embarrassing, the birthday girl was late! i seriously didnt mean to be late! REALLY! sorry!
wells,the night was fun with my folks (: and of course, i received a surprise as there was a birthday cake! super chocolatey. i like...! a pity, i didnt get to take photo of it :( hopefully someone took a shot of the cake! PLEASE SEND ME! heh hehs.
after which, opening of presents. tah-dah! let the photos do the talking for now (: the overall view of my presents from my baby; 'big head & turkey' jiejie(s); cas korkor; panda mate-ting (:
this is from cas korkor. she thinks i'm smelly ehs! LOL. no luhs, i think 'cuz its normal for girls to wear perfume. and i love the sweet sweet refreshing smell. hees. thank you bro! (:
from panda mate. it is a bag with earrings. hehs. thank you so much! (: my favourite shapes hor.dont play play. stars for the bag, hearts for earrings! (:
a pouch from 'big head & turkey' jiejies. thank you both so much! (: hehs,now i can put my handphone and things in it when i dont feel like carrying a big bag. hees. i love it (
alrighty, this is from my baby love (: it was a surprise! 'cuz she said she's gonna delay my b'day gift as she didnt have enough to spend. and to think she got me this Bonia limited edition bag. thanks baby (: i will use it on special occassions as i dont wanna spoil it, knowing myself-clumsy. *muackies*
alright,for now.thanks laodou & mae, and diane lover. hehs, too bad luhs, lao dou & mae were the last to wish me. hehs. they were trying to fight for the last to wish me! LOL. thank you all. hehs.
wells, i just wanna say, drinking milk does help okays! at least i was a little giddy and was able to withstand whatever was offered. heh hehs! it was an enjoyable night. and Edeson came by with his friends as well. (: thank you for popping by, my dear (:
alright,once again,thanks to all who attended my bash. i know i'm not a really good host and might not entertain all of you well enough. however, i do hope you all enjoyed yourself, somehow (: and i'm glad i made a few new friends from Blackberry's and from Ed (: thank you all! *big hugs for all & a kiss for baby*
let's start things again, making it work (: be that sparkle that never die on me.
`beautiful delusions_
11:02 PM
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Friday, August 15, 2008
YAY! today is my 18th! (: thank you all who wished me on my birthday. really,thank you so so much! (: i shall let the photos do the talking (:
this is taken on wed, when my mates decided to help me celebrate my birthday in advance. this is the cake i'm talking about luhs! thank you zi yun (:
drooling already? *grins*
can you tell, i'm wishing VERY hard?! LOL.
okays,i admit. whilst cutting the cake, chocolate pieces and gummy bears kept dropping off. and so...i ate them. HEH HEH. every slice of cakes, had been "modified" by me. HOHO.
they gave me the award for Miss Blur 2008. and trust me,it was candid! so now you folks know how blur i am? =.="
hi,my name is ah toot. i love suspenders but i was too broke and so my friends decided to give me one made from ribbon decorations for wrapping. ain't i HOT with the HOT pink? it matches my outfit, doesn't it? LOL. tra lalalas! 2 years and going on still! (:
EDESON! (: he loves to call everyone a bitch. LOL.
my lovely mates!
ed used my hp to take shots of the class TODAY. so, yeah. dont mind them as almost everyone was busy using the com. hehs. presenting to you,kang cheng and part of nicolas (aka ni-co-la) (:
can you spot me? hehs. that's van and char beside me. HOHO.
and now, the lady is Mrs pang, and the guy's Solyh.hahas.blur fella!
and this is jarrold.
and some other guys. HEHS! so engrossed in using the com lohs! dont know what are they watching man. *raises an eyebrow*
ronelle, yunxia, and zi yun (:
here are the presents from my mates these year and last year. thank you all so much! thanks for making my 18th a memorable one (: thank you for the efforts, the gifts, and most of all, the wonderful memories. I LOVE YOU ALL! (: an overall (:
ronelle said it looks like me. i'm actually a pig in disguise, somewhat like pooh, it's trying to disguise as piglet. HEH HEH.
the birthday card with 18 smileys! thanks all for the best wishes. hees!
last but not least, the necklaces which are from my mates from last year's.
alrighty, more photos after tonight. hopefully i will still be sober enough to take some shots. HEH HEH. loves all (:
`beautiful delusions_
5:38 PM
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008
of course,i've the piano version instead of this original one. HEH. my latest favourite song (: right.
and oh, today, my mates celebrated my birthday with me in advance! HOW SWEET! (: thank you all. videos and photos but they are with my junhui. shall get it from her soon and upload. thank you junhui! thanks zi yun for the customized cake. i love it,like totally! (: and of course, not forgetting thanks yunxia and bf, ronelle, vanesa, charmaine, edeson, shi wei as well! you people make my 18th a memorable one (:
we celebrated it at Jack's place. wahs,i like the food lehs. LOL. and of course, the waiter whom caught zi yun and my eyes! LOL. and he presented the cake to me lah can. it was so embarrassing. i shall get the vids from them (: and all can get a good laugh at it. hehs.
better left unsaid. since it aint gonna change anything. i know my stand.
`beautiful delusions_
10:21 PM
<body> you asked and i answered. if that's your choice, i have to and must accept it.. 'cuz in a relationship, it takes both parties to make things happen. if one party feel the need to cool it off or to end it off, there's no way to force things round.
filling every vessels of mine.
`beautiful delusions_
12:26 AM
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Tuesday, August 12, 2008
ALOHA. been watching olympics. heh hehs. thus,the reduction in time to online and study alot. and exams are around the corner. LIKE WOAHS. hehs. random post. short update. i'm gonna watch my telly le! HEH HEH.
and oh best and mae,if you all happen to chance upon my post, please reply me! I SMS THAT OLD BEAN BUT NO REPLY. gosh. please confirm with me as soon as possible! thank you! (:
`beautiful delusions_
2:24 PM
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Saturday, August 9, 2008
Is it just me,or my fonts in my blog is getting smaller? O.o" ah wells,i'm turning in. good night. *YAWNS*
`beautiful delusions_
12:35 AM
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`beautiful delusions_
12:18 AM
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Friday, August 8, 2008
i'm in one of my PMS mode today. and sad to say, i throw my temper at people like they owe me a million bucks. woahs!
ended at 3plus today,head to tamp with junhui. she went to Singtel for her bill after which, we head to Yamaha to check out my capos and tuner. amazingly, i found them but none are those that fits in my budget. either that, or it's not suitable for classical guitars. bravo.
waited for gwen till 5plus. head home. napped,dinnered,showered,here i am. in any case, i just logged onto facebook. and wows,i'm being snatched here and there in facebook's "friends for sale." right.. one of those "wars" again luhs. =.="
alright.next week,then the week after next, is EXAMS. i seriously gotta study hard. i need to get good grades. like woah. heh hehs.
foot note: sometimes its good to think about what you've done before saying me. if you can do things like this, why can't I? laptop is mine,internet is mine. every thing's mine. i dont see why i'm deprived of my rights of being online to watch shows. you can go online play games and download movies, then why cant i online? you can play games with your friends online, then why cant i? seriously,i i dont like to repeat this, especially here. however,i'm not your jailbird ): And you cant deprive me of my basic rights,ok b? let's just be fair. okays,b? (: p.s i did not say this 'cuz i'm in my PMS mode but i just feel there's a need to tell you this before it gets seriously and really out of hand. i have no wish for things to turn ugly. i just wanna be honest to you about my feelings. i just wanna be open to you like a glass door concept (:
`beautiful delusions_
10:07 PM
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Sunday, August 3, 2008
Ahoy! (: oh wells,finally some photos. in any case, i watched "money no enough 2" yesterday at cine. and wow,it was super touching please. i teared! hahas. it was like a spoilt tap. once on,cant turn it off. hahas. it was really great. 4.5 stars! 0.5 was minus off due to one or two parts which were kinda boring. hehs. overall, it was hilarious and touching. it reflected very well on some of the families in SG (:
and oh,i should eat the bakerzin's curry chicken. it was darn nice please. i had the ham and bacon penne. hahas. however,i was able to "kope" some curry chicken from DSL. it was super nice. ahhhh! =X
presenting to you: myself and my little sweetie!
i'm gonna seize the hearts!
uniquely for M&Ms lovers!
`beautiful delusions_
4:18 PM
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Friday, August 1, 2008
enough is enough. this is the fucking fourth time. like what the fuck? i'm exploding. i swear. i cant take such stuffs no more already la! i hate losing my freedom and now, after sometime, when things are more stable, things happen again. fuck. seriously lo. i dont understand. fuck.
great! how great! just as i gained trust from my mom, gained freedom from both mom and *, things cropped up again. like WOW. fucking piece of shit-is how i would describe this situation. seriously fuck! i'm gonna explode.in fact i did!
i just wanna be normal. i dont wanna hide. discreet life.
`beautiful delusions_
11:30 PM
JOANNE __;
leo/horse `
very random and unpredictable (prolly weird) `
[loves lub] *
family `
loved ones `
everyone `
[wish] *
# family happy n peaceful n healthy (:
# everyone around me to be happy
