And so I laugh out loud, LITERALLY. Me: Laugh die me. Casper Bro: Smile love you.
WOAHS. SWEET LOH :D
Tumblr soon. Till then, toodles! :D
`beautiful delusions_
6:20 PM
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Thank you for all the times you stood by. I just wanna say, I hope that someday you'll find a girl, who'll write love in a book with never ending pages, with you (: I'm sorry, ah b.
`beautiful delusions_
6:09 PM
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Monday, November 8, 2010
Close to 1am, your long text came in. You said I'm no longer yours, I'm someone else's to hold. You said you'd still be around like how you used to. You mentioned about promises. Oh boy, you seriously have no idea. Promises, and how things were.... We broke them when we part with broken hearts.
About 9 months ago, we decided that it ain't gonna work... I have no idea what exactly went wrong at that point of time. The way we started wrongly I guess. Way too many insecurities, way too many times, way too many pain. No doubt, after all the crap, you were nice. You put up with me, despite my bad temper, and unreasonable attitude. At that point of time, I kinda hated you, for making me go through all those, for going through all the shits. And so, I was very horrible towards you. Looking back, I have no idea how'd I become that kinda girl. lols. Like seriously man..
Anyway, thanks (: Just take care, and yeaps, all the best..
p.s I was all yours to hold, but somehow along the way you decided to leave me behind for your previous. I've stopped hating us for that, yes, us. I'm also sorry for all the misery I put you through. Nonetheless you'll always be someone special in a way or another (:
Will you toss me in the trash someday when I'm no longer your favourite toy?
`beautiful delusions_
10:00 PM
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Saturday, November 6, 2010
It's been a long while since I blogged, and I guess, most of the times if I were to blog, it's mainly about clarifying things and stuffs. Awww... Yes, I feel the need to stand up for myself.
No doubt, I was busy recently, that I do not have time for other things/ other people whom I think are not exactly worth keeping. Say, you can go on ranting about me, and how disappointed you're, and all I can say is I'm sorry. I keep those who're worth it with me, safe and sound. There're people whom I've been close to for years, and I like them around in my life. They were there in my life, be it my happiest times, or my darkest, they're always around. That, is what I call friends.They didn't try to change me, and be jealous about my happiness. They felt happy for me, and were there for me to share my joy.
In any case, go ahead and wallow in self pity, thinking how sad your life is. I did try to make it better in the first time, and then it was taken for granted. Obviously, that's when I stopped trying to make your life better. Yes, I do not need your sad life to make my life even more miserable (because you never listen to me! I advice you this and that, you never listen! Waste my saliva only). Ok, so that's it. Period. No more little miss goody 2 shoes all the time.
In any case, my life is still alright, just the way it is. Received a text from you days ago, surprised, and yes, I'm fine (: Thanks. Uhs, hope your life is good too. Take care, you were the best I ever had, and of course, you'll always be someone special (:
Oh my dear pikachu is 12345684702701717136471 miles away from me. ROARS. I miss you, my dearest remedy (:
p.s Planning hard for my future, ironing it out. Venice & Rome, pls wait for me.
`beautiful delusions_
6:48 PM
JOANNE __;
leo/horse `
very random and unpredictable (prolly weird) `
[loves lub] *
family `
loved ones `
everyone `
[wish] *
# family happy n peaceful n healthy (:
# everyone around me to be happy
