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Saturday, September 11, 2010

Whoooo! Long weekends, are the best!

Ok, here's what I'm gonna do, clean my room, groom baby, and deco my own wall, like finally!! I cant really stand that empty patch. HEHS. Wheeee!! Clean clean clean :D I like!

Life's been pretty much the same :D Awesome people, awesome company, make me feels awesome too! :D

No, I don't hate you. I just don't know how to go about pretending that things are alright and rely on you like how I used to. Prolly because I'm afraid that I might get sucked into the cycle again. I wanna stop relying on you, and be so sheltered from everything with your presence. There's no point hating you. Everything started out wrongly last year, thus all the insecurities.. It's all over. I will contact you when I feel that I'm ready..

Oh my love, you've no idea how much it hurts each time your text came in, and showing that you still care. You've no idea how much efforts I've been putting in, to move on. Many times I wished that I could pretend that nothing has ever happened, and forget all the pain that you've brought me through, and just run back to you.. But I need to protect myself from those emotional threats too.. Hope you get my drift..

`beautiful delusions_
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JOANNE __;