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Saturday, August 14, 2010

Time is ticking by, and I'm cherishing the last moments of my teen years while they still last.

And yes, I'm being forced to grow up, along with time. As much as I wanna be a little girl all my life, I know this can never be true. All the fairytales, all the myths, all the legends, they're hardly true. But I won't deny the fact that it'd make children's lives more, erms, innocent and worth the time dreaming of it. If I were to have a kid, I'll still tell him/her fairytales, making him/her happy, while they can still enjoy the luxury of dreaming/fantasizing..

Some day, just some day, I'm gonna publish a book about my life story, about how I manage to grow up, about how I manage to be me. Just some day, I'll fill in all the missing pages, all the suspense, and all the truth about my life..

Looking back on those years, I miss me.
I miss almost everything about me.
Yet I detest whatever that had happened around me; to me..
Nonetheless, I still miss me,
someone who stood up for herself.
Someone who was so firm on her stand.
Someone who was just much stronger, and much more innocent.
Yes, I miss the old innocence in me,
and I miss the will that I used to have..
Right now, all I depend on, is just Fluoxetine & Hydroxyzine to make me normal ; to make me lead a normal life; to make me be me.....

`beautiful delusions_
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