The Melodies.

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Sunday, June 27, 2010

Jump jump jump.

It's been going on for a few weeks, and I think I'm insane. It was all a good escape.

`beautiful delusions_
11:07 PM



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Tuesday, June 22, 2010

It's been so long since I made my presence here, in the virtual world.

Soon, it's gonna be a month since I started working at DHL. Work's still fine, everything's still fine! The usual, hanging out with the clique, mates, and yes, no more complicated people. I guess this makes life much better. At least whatever they say, I don't know, and I will not get to hear about what they say. It's good!

Ok, I guess, most people are beginning to wonder, what happened to my "love life" and all that bull. Like I always say, I've nothing left to give, so I will not force myself to give anymore. I mean, there's no point in forcing. So I shall let it pass. Speaking of this, do you know the little monster just dug out the blue roses you gave me? Yes, the ones with the carebears and the ring. What a coincidence! (: You know, its kinda like an irony. Years, and months passed........ I don't know, but time flies. I'm sorry, but, right now, I just wanna, get well.. I know, all these while, you've been trying to protect me, and show me the love. I guess, things do change, and prolly you're lost too. I'm sorry love.. I promised you before: I will never bake star cookies for others ever. Up till today, its still valid. You're a form of love which I do not need to possess, so long you're getting along fine, my heart will stop aching for our past.

Well, its kinda funny when I look back at all the past events. So many stuffs happened, and getting over those ain't easy. Yes, especially when you get ignorant people who judge; who try to ruin you, when you've done nothing wrong! Seriously, some people just grow up in their own world, without looking out, finding out the big picture. All they can ever think of is "What, that is my friend, so I should not listen to your side of story, bitch" However, I believe after all these, I kinda realise more, about those people. It's kinda funny though 'cuz I don't know if I should envy them for their ignorance, living in their own world, happily, bitching about others, bringing others down for their leisure & pleasure. Or I should feel angry 'cuz I'm the victim here yo. HAHAS. Seriously, its truly funny.

She said, I always fall for the wrong people, but I beg to differ.
She said, I'm always giving chances to the wrong people, but I object to this statement.
'Cuz none of them are mistakes (except for one exceptional case- an immature 21).

`beautiful delusions_
10:02 PM



JOANNE __;