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Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Today, I stared at the number of blogs/live-journals that I have and I got a shock.

Just how many journals/blogs do I need? One of the blogs contained a part of my past. The other, for another period of history. And another, its just totally private. Only this, is open to all.

Its quite scary when I think about it. It's like, "WTF do I need so many blogs for?" Naturally, an answer pops into this tiny little brain of mine. The answer whispered and echoed its way through all my nerves, and to the brain. I have the answer, but I can never figure it out, exactly why. "Denial" it said. I beg to differ. I'm not living in denial. No, I'm not. I'm just.. normal, like you know, think about things and issues, and discover the answers yourself. Its normal, isn't it? Everyone does that, no?

Uh wells, I really need a nice escape from all these shits that are raining on me, like free flow. Laughs. Flying off this Friday, and I believe its a good time for me to unwind, and break-free for a week. Probably when I'm back, the parents will stop nagging, things will stop screwing up for me. Maybe, things might turn out better, then. Maybe..

I once said how afraid and panicky I can get when I could not hear my thoughts properly. I will get panic attacks, and feel totally breathless, until I can hear myself think and breathe. However, now I detest the silence that I'm facing each and every night when everyone is asleep. 'Cuz I can hear my own thoughts arguing with one another, loud and clear..

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