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Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Please don't be like the smoke, they sting my eyes, then they vanish. Please don't hurt me, and disappear. Stay, and mend the broken pieces, ok?

I realised that its been really long since I last blogged about my emotions. I used to blog like I was writing a story. These days, I just blog mainly for the sake of doing so. HEHS. Thus, the "dead" blog, I guess?

Anyway, tomorrow is another day. I'm still jobless, and as a matter of fact, I'm feeling rather stressed up please. Yes, my empress has been nagging at me to get a decent job. I was like, ok, sales? admin? normal low pay jobs? Her immediate reply was "no" "no", and "NO". I understand luhs. She's just afraid that I might be underpaid, as I'm fresh from the "oven" what. Points taken, but constant nagging ain't gonna help either. It's gonna drive me insane someday. OMG. I think my hair is turning white luhs! *checks*

*Yawns* you see, its not that I didn't make the effort to blog, like really blog blog, but I'm so freaking tired after ahwile.. >.<" I run out of things to mention in this blog, I run out of ways to express myself, I run out of whatever creative juices. And b'cuz I don't wanna blog like some emo shit, I've nothing much left for me to blog about. LMAO. NO! It's not that my life is darn pathetic or what ok. Its just that, I don't feel so happy these days la. That's all.

At times, I just can't help, but to laugh at some people. I'm not evil ok! *shakes head* It's just the way they like to portray themselves and all. It's just, I don't know. I shall *zip zip* I just don't like the way some people assume things, you know? (:

With that, I shall end this lengthy entry, filled with rubbish, now. HEHS. Good night, earthlings (:

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