I don't know. A sudden rush of emotions, and I have no idea how should I type them here. Its like too sudden, and too fats for my fingers to comprehend with the brain. I don't know why, but there's this different wave lengths of emotions within me.

It's prolly the fear, the insecurities, and those shit all over again. Its like these feelings/thoughts can never get enough of me. They haunt me. I mean, I have no idea what came over me, but right now, at this very moment, I'm like fighting these negative stuffs. I have no idea what's wrong with me =\ Prolly after all the excitement about ending the SIP, this is when mixed emotions dawn in..

Ok, 2 more days. This is the exciting shit, I tell you. LOL (:

Everyone has a certain past that they wanna conceal, they wanna forget. So do I, yet the only thing I can do is to erase those virtual memories. I can never erase those that are stored in my head.

`beautiful delusions_
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