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Saturday, April 4, 2009

Some things, never change.

On this very humid Saturday afternoon, it's quite a surprise that I'm actually home. I'm still feeling very sleepy and lazy, as usual (after clubbing). Prolly I need to exercise more, so that I don't get tired easily huhs? (: Oh wells... Just a super random post.. And oh, people, do check your aircon frequently (the one outside your unit). Mine has a hole/nest built by those little sparrows =\ OMG. What's becoming of this house man?! First was the ants, followed by lizards (*SCREAMS), and now, birds. All under one roof: cramp.

I've never once feel that life is unfair 'cuz you're always around to make my life worthy. Yes,worthy, even when I'm facing all the different kinds of shits in my life; even when I've given up on myself. You'll always be around, and I think, in a way, it has become a habit, and a form of reliance. I don't have to hide, I don't have to pretend. I can be me- the very naive little girl. I don't have to be on guard against you. I don't have to worry a single thing 'cuz you'll do the worrying and solving for me. The bond between us is more than just "normal friends" after what we've been through. It's been awhile, and I realised that things are pretty much back to square one- the way things used to be years ago.. With this, I just wanna add on, I do cherish/treasure you, as always.

Flashbacks.
While everything was running through my mind like broken episodes of drama, I clasp the matching puzzle tightly in my hands. I prayed hard that you won't be taken away, from me. Call that selfishness or self-interest, I just have no wish to watch you leave, not in that manner, at least.. Almost every single thing reminds me of you.. Yes sugar, its that unforgettable..

`beautiful delusions_
4:58 PM



JOANNE __;