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Saturday, March 21, 2009

they say they ink themselves to feel the pain, to know that at least, they're still not that numb. they say they ink themselves to enjoy the pain, to know that at least something hurts more than the pain they're feeling. however, i didn't manage to feel any pain when i did mine...

you have no idea how much it hurts to hear those words coming from your mouth. you're someone whom i love so dearly. so dear that i'd be most willing to give up my own life for yours. you claimed that i have hurt you badly, but little did you know, that i've tried my best to minimise the pain that i might bring. i've tried, like seriously. i've given my best. yes, you wanted nothing much from me, but i cant be deprived of my own life. this is how my life is, and this is what its about. i cant deprive myself of my own friends, of my own emotions..

i believe everyone has their own rights to love. often people will say there isn't any rights or wrongs when loving someone. on contrary, love has its rights and wrongs as well. for example, being gay and loving people of the same sex is deem as wrong. in the eyes of society, its a sin, a crime, a disgust. so you see, how contradicting the people are? *shrugs*

its all tearing me apart.
i'm breaking apart,
but will you be able to hear my cries?
will you be able to feel me?
will you be able to understand?
i've fought against your wishes,
i've fought against my emotions.
each time i try to meet your expectations,
you set the mark higher.
i'm so worn out..
i just wanna be happy.
i just wanna be ME..

`beautiful delusions_
3:03 AM


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