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Friday, March 27, 2009

Spacing out.

After 1 month plus, the both of us have changed, a lot. Closure, and it marks the end. You said you wish I am who I was. I'm wishing too, that I am who I used to be. Oh sugar, it used to be so worry-free. I don't have to worry or be wary about the people around me. It was very simple, very direct, and very genuine. There aren't any hidden motives or hidden sides of the beings. How did things turn out this way? It was pretty much like I was thrown to face one of the ugliest side of humans' nature without any warning. Reality and cruelty was thrown directly, straight at my face, forcing me to see; to face them.

Oh sugar, I was too sheltered, too simple. I can't accept what's happening, all of a sudden. It was kinda too much for me to understand, to learn, and to accept. I was told of ways to go about solving those issues, but sugar, don't you know, I can never bring myself to do this as I will end up giving in, surrendering myself to the situation. Sugar, you know that all candies, chocolates, and cartoons can't make me happy anymore. The reasons behind your escape and mine is pretty much similar, and I believe you know..

Oh wells, in any case, it's time that I put a serious stop to all mistakes and complications. I'm sorry, but this is the end of all.

I've never once doubted your love.
I was just lacking of security,
thus I moved on.

`beautiful delusions_
3:32 PM



JOANNE __;