I was rather tipsy last night.

Thus, ignore that previous post (anyway, i've deleted it. BLAH). it was quite an emotional ride for me last night. i have no idea why i broke down. i suppose it was 'cuz i've been guessing about us, and just when you told me to go with the flow, and embrace and feel you, you asked me to stop. at that point of time, my first reaction was "what the fuck?" wells, i feel too much, and fall too fast, too easily. crap..

oh darling, i wanna play this guessing game no more. you do know how i feel, for you, don't you? let's not beat around the bush anymore. tell me straight. i have told you mine, so will you tell me yours?

just twice,
and i never fail to look so vulnerable in front of you..
i like the way you hold me close and place your lips against mine.
i like the smell of your scent when i breathe close to you..
i felt so much like a little girl when you wipe away those tears of mine.
i could feel your warmth when i look into your eyes.
what about you?

"Now all those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time.
but today ive wasted away for today is on my mind...
Left the only worries I had in my hands,
Away from the light in my eyes..
Holding tight and try not to hide how i feel....
Breaking apart all this love in my heart
Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind."
-Yesterday's feelings by The Used.

`beautiful delusions_
9:22 PM