I choked on my chocolate and screamed.
And yes, this little furry thing is the cause. LOL. There she laid, motionless in her cage. For a moment, i thought she is gone! On a second look, she was sleeping. LOL. i got so shocked. Gee, and i went to cuddle her a little awhile. She doesn't seem really happy, and bit my finger. hahas. instead of the usual "ehs, girl, dont be naughty!" i just sayang her and put her back to her cage, and allow her to continue dreaming.. LOL. Uh wells, i dont know what am i to ever do, if i lose her... :(
As I walk down that strangely-familiar path,
I take note of every step that I took.
A gust of wind,
the falling of leaves off the trees;
the swirling of those little leaves on the roadside,
the music that was playing on my ipod,
everything just fit in so perfectly.
I've found the peace and serenity that my heart longed for..
`beautiful delusions_
6:06 PM
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I'd love to scream around the house.
Done with DCM paper and now, left with the only killer- Material Management. AHHHHH.. There are so many formula to apply! what the crap. hahas. It was stone-ish after the paper. My heart sank. Uh crap.
Anyways, thanks baby and honey for being around! (: One, to walk with me under the light, and the other, to walk with me through the darkness. AHAHAS. you all are sooo loved okays! *big cuddles*
i wont breathe a word.
it isn't any coincidence.
i'm just innocent..
`beautiful delusions_
5:26 PM
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Thursday, February 19, 2009
the crowd goes along with it..
These days, people around me have been down. all the boozing, all the suicidal thoughts, and all the issues they have, with themselves/ people around them. Oh wells.. *shrugs* Just being random. I dont know. Its just kinda messy here, up here in my head.
Uhs, in short, i just feel that i could do more to help, rather than to just stand and watch them fall. they matters to me, so it pains me, in there.. *big hugs* to all who needs it.
btw, i have been trying to come up with a design for myself. yes. honey promised to accompany me to go get it done! and she also promised me to get the same design as mine (okays, maybe not exactly the same but somewhat similar)! (: oh boy, i'm so darn excited! hahahas.
i'm charged, guilty.
`beautiful delusions_
2:13 PM
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Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Oh so honey-fied.
I'm suppose to study, but here I am, blogging. hahahas! Oh wells, I'm so sinned in this sense. hahahas! HOWEVER, i'm copying notes too alright! So I'm not exactly skiving (: Just feeling sian due to the horrible weather, the horrible problems, the horrible "post-examination" stress. hahahas. SO HORRIBLE. oh wells, there's always something nice amongst the "horrible-s." And I've found mine (:
you have just made my life so beautiful.
`beautiful delusions_
6:02 PM
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Sunday, February 15, 2009
Credits to: http://www.flickr.com/photos/drio77/777671446/
Finally, I have proper plans for my loooonnnngggggg holidays that are coming up soon (: Apart from flying around with my parents, I wanna go be a volunteer at SPCA (: I don't know how to phrase it, but it has been my wish or goal or whatever you call it, to help out at the animals' shelter! (: Anyone?
Uhs, anyways, hope everyone had a wonderful Valentine's day (: Please take note of the following notice. Its an appeal to all who might chance upon my blog. My dear friend Edeson is having some problems with his current flat. If you're renting one of your rooms out, please kindly leave a tag on my blog or contact me ASAP. It's urgent. Thanks (:
my heart has just committed a crime.
my only affair..
`beautiful delusions_
3:03 PM
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As tagged by Miss LIM. lols!
1.Who's the person who tagged you?
-Justina Lim
2.Relationship between you and him/her?
-Friends! (:
3. 5 impressions of him/her?
-cute
-blur
-funny
-friendly
-nice
4.if he/she become your enemy you will?
-ehs,do nothing; say nothing.
5.what will you say to the person you like very much?
-thank you.
6.A characteristic i like about myself?
-very looney
7.A characteristic i hate about myself?
-insecurities
8.For the person whom u hate, u say?
-actually, i dont hate anyone.. =.="
9.What do u feel about yourself?
-typical
10.Your crush?
no crushes. how about eye candies?
11.Most ideal person u wanna be?
-a happy tai tai.
12.Pass this one to 10 ppl
1.Casper
2.Ace
3.Mae Tai
4.Zave On
5.Fel
6.Ron
7.Yinhui
8.Junhui baby
9.Meli
10.Diane
13.If 5 and 7 were together?
-IMPOSSIBLE.TOTALLY.
14.who does 5 like?
Desserts?
15.what color does 9 like?
-Black ehs?
16.Say smth to 8.
-SHE IS LOVED BY MEH!
17.Who is 2?
-A long time (but hardly contact) friend.
18.Talk abt 3.
-Nice and crazy girl (:
19.who is 10's best friend?
-Uhs......
20.whose the sexiest among the 10?In terms of most all rounded?
-Mae/Diane.
21.what color does 4 like?
-Black, grey, orange, red? (anyhow la)
22.Is 4 single?
-Attached (:
23.ur relationship with 1?
Brother-sister (:
24.Are 5 and 6 best frewns?
-they dont know each others' existence.
25.9's nickname?
-rooster
26.7'surname?
-Li
27.say smth to 4.
-catch up lehs, best! :(
28.say smth to help 10.
-Good day?
29.who does 1 admire?
-uhs.. HAHAHAS. for me to know.
30.where does 8 live?
-Tamp
31.among 10 of them who u like?
-ALL (as friends la)
32.Say smth to 6 when u see him/her
-Heys! (:
33.10's spouse?
-Ummms..
`beautiful delusions_
2:50 PM
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Saturday, February 14, 2009
Happy Valentine's Day to all the couples (: May love and happiness be with all amongst friends or lovers (: Most importantly, cherish and love (:
`beautiful delusions_
11:43 AM
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Friday, February 13, 2009
HELLOOOOOSSS!! HAPPY B'DAY IN ADVANCE FOR MY VANESA LOVE! *huggies* HAPPY 20th! You'll always be loved by me!! ((:
Celebrated her birthday at AJISEN's. Before that, we went to the arcade and had a hella good time. LOL. We were so busy shooting, jumping, AND screaming. Trust me, it was awesome. Especially when you're in one of your "PMS" mode. LOL.
Alrighty, shall let the photos do the updating (:
After the meal, we had some cake-cutting session (photos below). After which! We went to the open plaza for some spinning-moments. lols. lotsa photos, but I'm lazy to upload all. LOL. enjoy!
Some of my dear's un-glam moments! LOL.
After the crazy spinning, we had our photos! Uhs, they took photos as well but to save space and to allow readers to see more of my face, i only uploaded these 2. HEHS.
Vanesa Dear's birthday celebration photos! (:
Did I mention that my dear was sooo touched that she teared?! OMG. (These photo strips include her un-glam side as well. LOL)
Her cakes (: SWEET.
The "cards" I made for them & some goodies (: Uhs, for Valentine's luhs. LOVES.
Moving on the Valentine's Day gift I received from my darlings! (:
From Ronelle babe.
From Ziyun & Charmaine dearies (:
From my Junhui BABY (:
I got tempted, and bought myself these. LOL.
That's all for today! Moving on to over-due photos! (:
Had it on Wednesday with Charmaine (:
On the day of our "role-play" for job interview! (:
the candies! Been having them almost everyday. Shiet.
Alright, enough of my un-glam/awful shots (: Took it at the beach sometime ago. In fact, real long ago (:
"Lou-Hei" Session with buddies very long ago....
Awesome cheese-cake from Spin's (:
My cousin. Many said we look real alike-like siblings.
My very cute nephew and my very awesome mum (:
