L-O-V-E - Olivia

Exams coming, and I so have to study and work. How tiring can this be? O.o" Oh wells, been trying to study but to no avail and exam is on Monday! This is so killing me! :(

Anyways, head to town for work yesterday and I saw one of my long ago friend? LOL. It was such a coincidence as we bumped into each other TWICE. Even sugar was commenting that it was indeed a real coincidence. LOL. Uh wells.. Tired. Blog again, soon, with real photos. 'cuz I need to study now, so I can go lou hei tonight (:

I totally hate such dreams.
And it was one of the worst.
Tears flowing down my cheeks,wetting my lips and pillow..
Woke to realise it was only a dream.
It is indeed a relieve,
as it is only a dream, another nightmare..
I never thought my heart would hurt so much when its merely a dream..
The ache stayed for quite awhile till I manage to calm myself down.
Felt worried and depress at that point of time.
It was indeed such a great pain to ever lose him..
I pray that day will never arrive,
not so soon, at least..

You have taught me how to love myself.
You taught me how to not deny myself of anything or any rights.
You're more than just a partner.
You're also a friend, a confidante.
You're someone who made me accept myself for who I am.
You taught me how to embrace myself,
not having to change myself drastically,
for no particular reason.
You taught me that its alright to just love with no qualms.
My sugar love,
you taught me one of the most important lesson in my life..
There is no need to hide.
There is no need to prove.
It all just happens so naturally,
and so truthfully..
You had just picked up an old rugged doll not too long ago.
And now that rugged doll is a whole new person.
She isn't like any other doll or puppet, anymore..
Holding on to you isn't just because of a moment of weakness.
It all roots down to love, itself.
(:

`beautiful delusions_
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