trust me, he's awesome. hahas.been watching it since today. erms, and i'm done with my lecture! =D so have to do my blog skin for DCM now.. =.=" laters.
`beautiful delusions_
5:28 PM
<body> its a windy sunday....
wells,my face is still as puffed-up as yesterday. dad even said that i look like a panda-BIG and ROUND. thanks lo. its so in-proportionate big head and small body doesn't go together. oh wells..
in any case,i realised that i have many things which i have yet to do luhs. and the list goes on... i'm so gonna enjoy myself after the mid-sem test, LIKE REALLY. and i'm so gonna start doing/clearing my list of "to-do list"
-to do blog skin for LOM's DCM. -to do DCM online lecture. -to do cover letter and resume. -to make payment ASAP for online shopping order *ahems* -to start studying for mid-sem's.
for now,that's all. i cant remember much. seriously i think my brain is like fermented cheese. it has many HOLES. thus, things are slipping out through the holes, and outta my brain. like seriously. horrible man.
alright,photos up soon once i cleared my online lecture and half of the blog skin (which i have to start on). HOHOHO. toodles.
i have yet to find my inner self. probably 'cuz its buried, too deep down, for too long.
`beautiful delusions_
2:38 PM
<body>
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Greetings my loves!
wondering what the heck am i doing here whereby i was so suppose to rest?! oh wells, i have been sleeping the whole of yesterday and last night. so i'm kinda energized. =D except the constant rumbling of my stomach.
no worries my darlings, i'm doing good. been taking my medicines n thus, no pain (: been eating real soft food damn slowly.. lols. and guess what? the doctor advise me to take ice creams. HAHAHAS. my favourite please. AWESOME =D
and and and, i dreamt of people dear to me (currently not in this world), whilst i was under GA. the feeling was really indescribable. its like, the feeling of being "sayang". totally filled with warmth (:
and its like, i nearly cannot wake up? LOL. 'cuz i was feeling too "happy" in that dream, i suppose? i was waken up by the constant calling of at least 2 to 3 nurses. lols. woke up and drift off now and then.
under GA, it was like..i have fallen into deep deep sleep. lols. anyways, i'm okay luhs. except the swollen face and hand. lols. and yes, i will not be able to talk for like dont know how long. prolly 5 days? 'cuz i needa wait for my gums to heal (:
alright, just a short entry,i guess? lols. photos up soon,when i feel better. and yes, i did take photo of my puffed-up face. un-glam, like totally. will upload it when i feel better. toodles!
btw, i'm really thankful for having my parents by my side. trust me, they're so awesome. their love is just so way up high. nothing will be able to compare to their love.totally. X3333s a plenty, always.
ps. i didnt forget my friends luhs. thanks for all the concerns and love as well (:
i'm feeling so blessed & loved, like a little princess. really (:
although its in french (i think) but i think its nice ((: like really, and literally.
what can you see through the curtains of rain? it all boils down to nothing-ness but blurred vision. and that's what i see almost everyday.
`beautiful delusions_
5:27 PM
<body>
YAY-ness. i'm here to blog again. rainy day, rainy day. how nice to sleep? was soo bored 'cuz i grounded myself for the weekends. yes, I GROUNDED MYSELF. i'm already so sick, i have no wish to postpone the op again!
since its stay-home weekends, i did several things. i did the laundry, i did a little cleaning up of the living room. i played a little with my darling girl. she's soooo lazy and timid as she kept wanting to go back to her little cage. RAHHSSS.. still,she's a darling. guess what? ed kept asking me to feed girl carrots instead of berries as treats. =.=" but she doesnt like carrots la! LOL.
in any case,photos up again. (:
Hagen Daz Fondue! come on, envy us. hahas. had it with mates at tampines mall yesterday. woots.. chocolate-y treat. i likeeee! =D
random shots. these will be my diet when i go for the op. yes, baby food and yogurts. hahahas. =D
i just coughed my heart out,
sneezed my nose off.
i will do it all for you,
my SUPERSTAR :)
`beautiful delusions_
5:02 PM
<body>
Friday, November 21, 2008
current favourite :) relate it.
`beautiful delusions_
11:39 PM
<body> Bonjour. here i am, AGAIN. the op got postponed again, due to my flu. gee, the nurse freaked me out like some kinda shit.
me: erms,so i would like to ask if i'm having flu, will i be able to take the op? her: ums,better not. it will be a little risky as it might cause lung infections and your phlegm might block the tube and affect your breathing. me: okay, so when can i postpone it to? her: next friday? 28th nov :) me: okays,thanks :)
and so the conver went something like that. i was like "okays! damn, better postpone. i dont wanna die! mama!! " crap. hahas. and so, next week! :) this weekend, i will be good and not go party anymore, till after my tests. yes, i will study and recuperate after my op. i will be a good girl, i promise. hahas.
anyways,here are some old time pictures (: i will upload somemore, when i feel like it. hahahas.
currently,my nose is still as bad. feeling as horrid. school later. how awesome. i just think i'm gonna collapse and fall. i don't feel well. horrible.
i so need to get well soon, TONIGHT! my goodness. *Faints*
`beautiful delusions_
12:05 PM
<body>
Monday, November 17, 2008
did i mention that i'm like hua chi(pretty-boy crazy) X100%? LOL. anyways, i just feel so bored. my nose is like a running tap. i'm sleepy. btw, kiwis are better than antibiotics. hahas. taste better! oh my. i wanna get well before wednesday! =D
so going over it.
`beautiful delusions_
11:20 AM
<body>
AWESOME-NESS. currently i'm finally recovering from my flu + sore throat + fever. hahahas. well wells, say, i do feel loved under the tender loving care of my parents. hahas. okays, it sounds SICK but i always feel like a little girl whenever i'm sick. as in,my parents will treat me like a little girl. coaxing me into taking the bitter medicines, rewarding me with a sweet after i take the bitter pill. LOL.
and yays,i'll be going to school later. lately, thanks all who showed endless concerns about me! =D and thanks ed, for helping me collect stuffs from my friend (: n thank you ah pig. for everything (: oh wells, i'm just so drowsy now.hahhaas. school later! (:
btw, i think and i feel that i'm so spoilt, so pampered. and i realised i have some sort of fetish. GEE. i like pretty boys (: as in i like to SEE pretty boys(certain). WAHAHAHAS.
`beautiful delusions_
9:58 AM
<body>
Saturday, November 15, 2008
the results of clubbing:voice-less.
Went to PLAY last night with mad and ed. it was AWESOME. allow me to elaborate! ((: (excluding photos. i will upload them soon k? im lazy. )
Met them up first and travelled down to Tanjong Pagar to meet someone mysterious. make a guess! BINGO! CASPER! =D it was darn awesome. been eons since we last meet up properly for a outing,isn't it?! ((:
wells, we went to tantric for a short while 'cuz the crowd has yet to come in at PLAY. it was fun,exploring a whole new place, new people. had something nice there-brown cow. hahas. it was darn milky and chocolatey. hahas. i like! thanks ed,for the recommendation! ((:
we head to PLAY around 10.30 and trust me, there weren't any souls around except for the people working there. it was that bad alright! wells,stayed,talked, people-watched,etc. around 12plus, cas got to go :( left with mad, ed and i.
shortly,people started pouring in like nobody's business. we hesitated awhile on whether to hit the dance floor or not as there were not many people there! oh wells.. we went to the dance floor and after awhile, people started dancing on the dance floor. cramp like anything. =.="
it was fun. despite the leg cramps, the sore throat and the mood swings. ((: i had an enjoyable night with all the dancing and such. i hope i can pop by again after my op! ((: and hopefully, i can see the same happening crowd? LOL.
btw, someone caught my eye last night. woots. awesome-ness! say, i would wanna see that person again sometime soon. prolly this time, i wont hesitate to smile. LOL. madness. just saying (: but that person,is really charismatic! HAHAHAS. been sometime since someone caught my attention like this.
`beautiful delusions_
11:23 PM
<body>
Friday, November 14, 2008
you know i'm waiting for you (:
nothing much to say.i'm bored, i'm full, i'm sick, i'm tired, i'm down with sorethroat. i'm planning something big tonight. HAHAHAHAHAHAS. come on man, i'm LEGAL. i'm gonna parttttyyyyyy! =D
words have said it all. and you do know, i still love you, and only you (:
`beautiful delusions_
6:06 PM
<body>
Thursday, November 13, 2008
AWESOME-NESS. tomorrow's Management accounting and finance quiz but here i am! HAHAS. ah wells,kinda random. i dont know. just feel like blogging..
it has been quite awhile. i miss your presence.. once in awhile..
`beautiful delusions_
10:42 PM
<body>
Monday, November 10, 2008
i do feel slightly light,today. i do hope better memories will flood my mind,again. with that, i thank you for all that you have given :)
i wanna change my blog skin.anyone? lols. as in, i wanna CREATE my own template. HOHOHO.
and school,i'm coming! yes, i will be in school on mon. please do not run away, thinking that its my soul ehs. =D
`beautiful delusions_
10:30 PM
<body> Another "surprise." i'm here in this un-earthly hour 'cuz i'm just with doing my own themes for my hand phone. prolly you're wondering "i thought you just go for your wisdom teeth surgery, and now, can still stay up so late? so power?" okays, NONONO! i did NOT get the surgery done today. it was postponed. i was so pissed by the service of CGH. everything's not clear, and expect me to know like as though i'm working there?!
enough of it. i was so pissed that i actually teared. LOL. and the doctor was sooo shocked. right... in any case, i kicked up a big fuss like some bloody bitch and the receptionist was pissed as well. so what if she's older? i wasted my time, my money ( for consultation fee), and my plans went down the drain. what has she got to lose?! damn. and she bloody hell raised her voice(a little) at my parents and i. right... oh wells. I AM PISSED.
however, my parents were really sweet darlings. we went to NTUC to shop and we bought lotsa stuffs :P mainly, for me. Had KFC for dinner. whooo~ dad cooked the shrimp dumpling for us. awesome! hahas. although it was kinda a bad day but still, i had a wonderful day with my parents-family bonding (ok,its weird, under such circumstances.lol)
alrighty, CGH, i will be back! on the 21st nov. oh wells.. at least now i can sleep, in peace. zzzz... nighty night.
`beautiful delusions_
1:04 AM
<body>
Friday, November 7, 2008
Pre-operation jitters. Sweaty palms, fast thumping heart, anxious-ness, shivers at the thought of it, stomachaches, headaches, insomnia,
the constant feel of butterflies fluttering in your stomach.
MY GOD! ITS TODAY!! Damn, i'm feeling FUCKING SCARED. it's like the thought of the pain is already scaring shit outta my ass. Sounds crude? wait till i see the amount of blood flowing from my mouth. i'm so gonna faint :(((
*runs and hide* can i not go to the dentist?! okays, i'm gonna ask the dental surgeon for keep my wisdom teeth, and pass them to me. HOHO. i'm so gonna brush them well, and keep them. I sure hope that i'll be able to endure the pain! :((((
`beautiful delusions_
12:00 AM
<body>
Thursday, November 6, 2008
SURPRISE! Yes, i'm here to blog. What's up?! Hahas. Allow me to blog whilst I can okays! Tomorrow is my big day. No doubt and no deny, I'm feeling the jitters. I can't help it luhs. Anyways, I'm in school now. HAHAS. Having my lab session which i'm SUPPOSE to listen to the lecture online, BUT its so dry. I mean, we're here in school for the sake of attendance! The tutor doesn't teach you anything. You have to go online for E-learning. Therefore, the teacher is redundant, for now.
Alright, just a little update 'cuz I'm toooooo boooorrrreeeeddddd after listening to the super boring E-lecture. Right.. I will/shall continue when I'm home ((: edited: 6.47pm Alrighty, i had a freaking long day. Music lesson was okay,i guess? Except that my group and I kinda screwed up,like last week. oh wells.. Oh my gosh.I'm so tired but i have to do my E-learning again, LATER, after my dinner. Yes,its like endless! I suppose that's all for today. Tomorrow is the day. I'm feeling the jitters, and the 'pre-pain'. Right... Oh wells, my stomach will hurt whenever i think about the entire op. LOLOL. I'm sooooo anxious/scared/frightened/freaked out. anything but excited. Alright, MISS ME, MY DEAR FELLOWS. =DDD toodles.
`beautiful delusions_
10:19 AM
<body>
Sunday, November 2, 2008
1st Nov 2008 Went to Vivo today! It was like freaking long since I last went there. And when we reached there, we realised that there's some sort of fair going on! There were many many booths,selling different things. From handicrafts to bags, apparels, and many more!
This one of the booth which sells BALLOONS. Trust me, their balloons are awesome! They're really good balloon-makers. LOL. =DD See this?! It's actually a see-saw! Nice right?!
They do make cartoon characters and yes, they're really good (:
The evening walk, and the X'mas tree. It was super tall la!
Nice sky (:
After which, we went to buy my darling girl's stuffs. Yes, her bedding and her sand bath. There were alot of cute little furry ones in the Pets' Safari la. They're like so adorable and furry,like little fur balls! LOL. The puppies were so darn cute too. My heart melted when I saw those cute furry animals. Awww...
After we've gotten my stuffs, we went to Terra's for dinner. Whooo hooo. Some deliciously-heavenly-meal!
Looking at the menu, deciding what to eat.
After awhile, we finally ordered our drinks! =D
Shirley Temple (mine)
Pussyfoot. I know the name's funny but trust me, the taste is even funnier. And that's hers (: Poor her! LOL.
Small bear with lollipop! AWESOME RIGHT?! Told ya. LOL. It's mine at $4 ONLY. hoho. It's sitting on my shelf now. hahahas. SO CUTE!
Tah dah,the mushroom soup. It's nice okays! It was thick enough ((:
One of the popular dish : Fish and chips. Trust me, it was really delicious, and not too oily! And, the mayo is nice. My, the fish that they used was really fresh. Kudos!
Another popular dish: Oven-baked dory. It's really nice luhs. Totally filling and the fish was really fresh and kinda crispy! ((:
After the main course, we had our scoop of icecream. HOHO. However i didnt manage to finish it 'cuz i was too cold luhs!
Anyways, we went to the open air for a walk after the meal 'cuz it was simply too filling. LOL.
Can you spot the moon? It's like right below the cable cars. Lol. I had a hard time trying to take those shots! :P
Right,myself. How vain can I be? LOL.
Frosty the snow man, has slimmed down quite a hell lot. lols.
She wanna 'hao lian' abt the candies 'cuz she bought them. LOL.
Sky high.
Tah dah,me and my little bear. LOL.
Last photo which marks the enjoyable day! It was fun walking around, eating, and photo-taking! LOL. LOVES! =DD
4 more days. The gates to hell awaits.
`beautiful delusions_
10:25 PM
JOANNE __;
leo/horse `
very random and unpredictable (prolly weird) `
[loves lub] *
family `
loved ones `
everyone `
[wish] *
# family happy n peaceful n healthy (:
# everyone around me to be happy
