finally, a post of today! Basically i stayed home on monday as well due to unforeseen circumstances-my dad falling sick. so i stayed home all day and i played ds the entire day. hehs. HOWEVER, i did pack my room and its so much neater now (on one side). better than none luhs. in any case, i had this post dedicated to 2 people. how nice right?! hella no, read on. thank you (:
to dodo: first and foremost, i do not know you personally and so, i do not hold any grudges against you. yet, the things i've read and heard about you are like worse than horrible-atrocious.
i mean, on one hand, you were telling everyone how much you hated this people and you even show acrimony in your blog entries about these people. yet, on the other hand you were trying so much to look like them. whatever they buy, whatever beauty products they used, you followed suit (big hint to dodo's identity). my goodness!
i mean, dont you have your own sense of style? why bother following your "enemies" foot steps? arent you giving them a sense of satisfaction? despite your hatred/dislikes towards them, you followed their sense of fashion. what does this prove? it simply means that you dislike them 'cuz they're better looking or they have better fashion sense. thus, you're jealous! that explains your sarcastic remarks in your blog entries and all ( i guessed i must have exposed your tricks at this point of time).
really, no point being a hypocrite and you know, mentioned how much you think they're low-class people, no life people, etc when you're actually following their footsteps! ahh wells, like i said, i do not hold any grudges against you. these are my personal comments which does not harbour any ill intentions (i'm unlike you).
moving on, to personnel number 2-elly : wells, like the previous being mentioned, i do not know you personally as well. however, i do have lots of personal opinions and comments about you (: firstly, as a lady, i can totally understand your emotions and thoughts all these while. in fact, i do find you lamentable. loving someone but that person is and was not yours is indeed so difficult to let go. especially if its someone whom you loved so deeply. i wont deny that love can caused someone to be rather insensible, in a way that you allowed your heart to rule over everything and that includes your senses, and your rationals.
i do feel sorry for you 'cuz i know how miserable and heart breaking it can be for you to bear all the emotional hurt that was caused. yet, must you allow misery to eat into you each passing day? no. you do have the rights to let go slowly and move on with your life. why allow yourself to be so miserable because of someone who doesn't reciprocate your love and doesnt even show the least appreciation of your existence?
as a lady/woman/girl, you gotta love yourself more than anything else. this way, people will then cherish you. of course, i'm talking about the boy-girl kinda love and not parental love. yes, loving someone can mean loving the person wholeheartedly without expecting something in return. miss, i would like to ask you, is it really worth it? over someone who doesnt even love you at all, not even the slightest bit.
the person is not even yours to begin with. why bother holding on to something/someone who doesnt even belong to you right from the start? you, yourself know that there will never be a future. so why bother holding on? letting go is definitely a better choice. you'll free yourself from unnecessary emotional breakdowns and miseries.
secondly, i'm urging you to let go is 'cuz you're my rival in love. yes, and of course, i would wanna protect my relationship and myself! i mean no malice in this post of mine. i have no wish to hurt you further after you're being rejected flat and all.
yes, i do pity you and feel sorry for you to the extend that i might even wanna comfort you and encourage you to let go, and start life afresh. but please understand from my point of view that all i want is a happy relationship with no third parties trying to break us up. and yes, i do feel threatened by your reappearance though no, my relationship ain't going haywire. neither is it 'cuz that i have no faith in my other half. i just feel there's a need for me to voice out my stand and make it clear to you. no matter what it is, i certainly hope you'll find the right person in your life. like i mentioned before, who doesnt want to be loved?
with this, i end my entry of today. finally, i managed to say out my points.
names have been changed to protect the identity of the beings.
`beautiful delusions_
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# family happy n peaceful n healthy (:
# everyone around me to be happy
