The Melodies.

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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

alright,here goes nothing. first and foremost, i think its time i put a stop to suppressing my emotions in my little world, where things are going in circles.

things aren't going really well for us lately, and you know. it all started 'cuz i didnt want you to feel bad about yourself, and 'cuz i wanna protect your little dainty heart. to me, love isn't just about 'love'. it's about commitments, about giving and taking, about caring, about assurance, and about happiness. i forgot one simple thing-respect. yes, i forgot how to explain to you about my limits and patience. i forgot how to be myself and i just kept trying to be your ideal gf.and thus, things went haywire, today.

as much as how despair i'm feeling now, i know you're feeling the same and perhaps, worse. i dont know how i should go on from here 'cuz you didnt want me to. btw, blogging out my problems is not an act to announce to the world about you. neither did i say you're rotten or what so ever.

crestfallen. perplexed. marionette. susceptible. desolated.
summary: indescribable, whirling emotions.

`beautiful delusions_
12:07 AM



JOANNE __;