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Monday, October 13, 2008

12th oct 2008
today's house warming was alright. fun. played games, got to know my ex-seniors, get to eat. practically and basically,fun. i shall update about the day's event in details if i have the time.


today.13th oct 2008
went to CGH (Changi general hospital) for consultation for my wisdom teeth. am i really that hella smart or what? 4 at a shot. it's freaking cool, till you read the later part of my post.




finally,it's my turn.


had a x-ray which i have no idea how many brain cells was killed in the process. damn. i had another x-ray earlier on which was last month. now this. i really have no idea if my brain cells are "powerful" enough to replenish themselves.

after the x-ray, i waited for about 15mins before my number was flashed on the LCD screen. i went into the room and there, the time has come. the doctor explained my report to me,and highlighted on the risks, and the reasons why i should remove all 4 of my wisdom teeth. of course, he did gave me a choice. one, i remove 2 of my wisdom teeth (left or right side which includes both top and bottom) or two, i remove all 4 at a shot. of course, if i choose the later, i'll be be given shots,and tah dah,i'll be sleeping. i dont know how. i do not wish to drag 'cuz its better to suffer one shot, and MC for a week plus and i can get back to school for lessons. i do not wish to fail anything this semester. i need to pull back my GPA after i flunk one subject last year. its enough to pull my GPA down.

this issue has been bothering me since the moment i stepped outta the hospital. love ones are advising me to go the 2 by 2 option. i have no clue at all as to which to choose. i'm fucking scared of the pain and blood. my blood will rush at the thought of these and my body will turn cold (like now). wells.. i've to make up my mind by tonight so i can call up the dentist tomorrow..

lots of issues are running across my mind now. yet, i have no idea as to how to express them all out. whilst typing, my mind is totally blank. prolly i will type in another post,later..

asceticism.

`beautiful delusions_
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