okays,busy term. test on friday, role play tomorrow. another test on next wed. right... i think i can like, DROP DEAD. moreover i hate maths,and there, maths maths,maths, n MORE MATHS! Oh Lord, please bless me. i've tried studying hard but only to realise my brain cells died after another =D oh wells, i'm too busy to upload photos and to blog much. exams on the 22nd of aug. right,i'm so packed! okays,i will TRY to upload some pictures and stuffs like that.
meanwhile,let this space rot. =.=" p.s meetings and outings to be resumed ASAP after exams. i'm sorry my dear folks! "BONJOUR!"
`beautiful delusions_
10:51 PM
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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
been eons.i'm doing fine. just the way it was (: oh wells,i try to blog with photos luhs but i cant help it. i'm too lazy and i have little patience with my hp's "sot" cable. (:
in any case,sorry junhui and van about tueday's KTV session. wells,last minute i have my french role play rehearsal. its is sucky ok. especially when i dont have to go to school on tue in the first place. this sucks like shit. seriously. there goes my day off school.
oh wells,morning and afternoon,rot and do nothing. maggie for brunch? :( oh wells,i dont know lehs. i cant sleep though its already 1am. i think i'm too used to sleeping late. OH DOT. i should force myself to sleep early (:
`beautiful delusions_
12:47 AM
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Thursday, July 24, 2008
few of my all time loves (:
`beautiful delusions_
10:49 PM
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Tuesday, July 22, 2008
I'm still rushing my projects as usual. OH MY GOSH. this is just so sick! even my organizer cant help much as there're too many things to do! oh wells..
under the influence of junhui love, 刘力扬 became one of my favourites now. HOHO. i love her voice luhs. listening to music in lectures is a way to kill boredom. heh hehs.
right,i have to bathe now,then eat,then rush my projects. seriously,i think i have no life. all of a sudden. oh wells!! :(
`beautiful delusions_
6:21 PM
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Friday, July 18, 2008
when your project's deadline is next week, and nothing's done, you'll realise that 5 or more strands of white hair will pop out from your scalp. this is what's happening. damn report. AHHHHHHHHHHH..! this is shit. you know, S-H-I-T. DA BIAN. *shrugs*
i better go rush that damn proj if i want my weekends :(
`beautiful delusions_
11:45 PM
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Wednesday, July 16, 2008
my day is spoilt when i realised i lost my thumb-drive. i lost it on friday,and only to realise it today. like woahs? damn it. my important files,my songs. and of course,personal photos of the past. Ahhhhhhhhhh!
today is not my day :(
`beautiful delusions_
11:07 PM
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008
i still have no idea what to do with my guitar. its rotting and i'm still a noob. lols. i have no idea how to read scores for finger picking. woahs. =.=" being random. oh my..
amanda tee is a local singer?! O.o" didnt heard of her before though. hmms,check her out in youtube if there's a chance (: not bad. alrights,im off to bed. :P afternoon nap yo.
`beautiful delusions_
2:15 PM
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Saturday, July 12, 2008
i think i can be the man. i'm serious. *shrugs* i trimmed my fringe and my sides. WOW. super uber short. lols. *shrugs* it aint the first time i chop my hair anyway. perhaps after so long with my medium-length hair, i feel empty and "windy" with this short and butchy look. oh my gosh.
no photos. trust me. hopefully by my birthday,i will look much feminine. oh please! i'm tired of looking butchy/ah beng-butch. damn. meantime, i see what i can do. oh no...! hahas. *ponders* maybe i should jus chop off my back hair as well. =X hair,please be good and GROW.
all the things we are. what about now?
`beautiful delusions_
6:19 PM
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Tuesday, July 8, 2008
another stay home day. been looking through photos and i suddenly had the urge to cut my hair, again! okays,just give me your most honest opinion on to whether i should trim my hair or anything. :( i'm confused!
okays,this is the current me. i tied my hair. and erms, i must say i do look auntie from some angles. LOL.
this was me with the short short hair. so,any comments? as in do i look neater/younger with shorter hair? LOL.
`beautiful delusions_
5:50 PM
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Monday, July 7, 2008
sick,like those days before hand.
its a loooonnnggg weekend for me aye. stay home,rot,copy lecture notes and print lecture notes. see, i'm like a zombie-no life.
managed to go out yesterday to catch some breather. went to watch Zohan. old movie, i know but i was too sick the past few days to watch! say,i'm tired. seriously,the medicines are making me so darn sleepy and drowsy.
in any case, i just wanna say "STOP INCREASING THE PRICES OF EVERYTHING." first,it was tax,then oil,then rice,then oil again. oh my goodness. why is everything rising but my parents' pay?! if this goes on, my family will not be able to save anymore! it will be like a "hand-to-mouth" situation. OH MY GOSH! money goes out and hardly comes in. ta-ma-de. !#$%^&*
back to those days, every thing's so pretty much affordable. back to those days, less murders and killings. back to those days, the planet Earth was happier. back to those days.. kns,time will not stop. btw,i seriously feel for gay people. they have to fight against discrimination & live with those offensive remarks. to begin with, gay people didnt force the straights to accept them. instead, they just hope to be accepted, one day. i mean,they're humans too. why are they derived of their basic human rights? yes,they are derived of their identity. oh wells, random. bahs!
`beautiful delusions_
10:05 PM
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Friday, July 4, 2008
An afternoon, watching mobtv, eating cup noodles and downloading shows from mobtv. so boring. alright, time to take my med again. wells, time to get drowsy and SLEEP. kns, i wonder how come my temperature never comes down. irritating luhs! i no like! :( please stop frying my brain cells. please stop running like my body is full of water. please stop blocking my voice box! *pout*
i will be by your side,no matter what happens. i will be by your side to love you,no matter what future has in store for us. i will be by your side, even when things turn out bad for you. no matter what happens,i will be by your side & tell you I LOVE YOU (:
my baby love, my heart can't help but to thump so hard. i just want you to be happy, healthy and safe. no matter what the results of the report might be, i will still be your wilful gf. i will not leave you (: xoxoxo!!
`beautiful delusions_
2:52 PM
<body> Surprise!
today is my third day away from school. bravo. i've been frying my brain cells during the past 2 or 3 days. i was so suppose to meet up wth my friends tomorrow but sad to say, i'm "grounded" geez.
oh wells, love was sweet to accompany me to the doc though my love was sick as well. hmms, just a short thank you post for my love (: *muackx* and ps. you this kuku bird. sick still eat all the heaty stuff. never die before,then wanna die now issit?! STILL CAN TELL ME EATING AT PIZZA HUT, EAT SUNFLOWER SEEDS AND MANGO! YOU THINK SG WEATHER NOT HOT ENOUGH, & THAT YOU'RE NOT HEATY ENOUGH EHS?! YOU THIS BLOODY KUKU. DON'T KNOW HOW TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF OR YOU WANT MY TEMPERATURE TO SHOOT UP AND FRY MORE OF MY BRAIN CELLS?! wahs, hot sial.
in any case, i just hope everything will be fine. i dont wanna lose you.. :( Lord, please don't take my love away from me. the time is not right..
`beautiful delusions_
11:29 AM
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Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Happy 6 Month, my hubby.
My precious love, I'm glad we've come thus far. Having you in my life is not a form of regret but some kind of bliss. I've always been proud to be your girlfriend aka your wife. Though I know that at times we have our share of disagreements but we never fail to solve the issues together. During this 6 months, I must admit, we did hit some rough patches at times, causing us both to be so tensed up, and unhappy. However, I'm glad that such rough moments are only moments and that they don't last long. I'm glad that we both did patch things up even before we know it. I hope we can keep this relationship strong-going. I never ever wanna end this "close to perfect" love of ours. I wanna hold on tight and never ever let you slip through my reach.
Thanks for being a dear all the time, making this relationship seem so real & filled. This love can be considered the perfect love amongst all the other imperfections. I know how wilful I can be but thanks love, for giving in to me and bringing smiles across my face. I love you, my dearest sugar. You're love, and you'll always be (:
xoxo, your wilful girlfriend.
`beautiful delusions_
1:10 AM
JOANNE __;
leo/horse `
very random and unpredictable (prolly weird) `
[loves lub] *
family `
loved ones `
everyone `
[wish] *
# family happy n peaceful n healthy (:
# everyone around me to be happy
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